With immense loneliness comes tremendous test of willpower.
Should I or should I not call? Just another bowl of ice cream, please. No. No. No. No comfort eating. No drunken nights. Get a hold on yourself. Your world has not collapsed. Just a bit shaken.

Sleepless nights witness a thousand doubts
A thousand whys and a thousand why-nots.
Why do I lie awake night after night?
Put me to bed like before, make everything right.
Just don’t sing me a lullaby.
In the silence of the night, let me cry
Let me sleep a dreamless sleep
On my pillow wet with tears that you and I weep
For, along with the nightmares, it seems
The Dream-Catcher caught all my dreams.